Accept or Nt accept??

All the things happened one month ago,

my housemate suddenly told me that he liked me...

But... How...

I din't have any feeling towards him...

But... Recently...

What he told me...

What he did to me...

Is ady slowly made me felt touch to him...

But... How...

I don't even want to start a relationship now...

I cant even forgot him...

What happened to him recently is still attracted me...

Even I want to start a relationship,

I also hope that this relationship will be forever and never last...

As i dont know myself...

Still can afford any sadness of love or not....

Should I just let the love go away from me??

Or I should accept it and stay happy with him??

I really dont know...

As my heart.... My mind...

cant even make a correct decision right now...